Octopus Grounds: The Half-Life of the City
At 2:00 am, on a Boston rooftop, I brood upon the dark arts that have set us up for destruction. How opaque are their practitioners’ motives! How subtle are the effects! No smoke puffs from the stacks of the now abandoned factories. The clouds are the wrong colour. Their homing signals gone haywire, birds drop from the sky. Like the future pulsing backwards, the skeleton of the Prudential Tower steps out of its skin. It is a dream that is able to take X-rays of itself. My bottle of Poland Spring water glows. Everywhere, there are signs that inform us of our actions. This ensures that we will say, ‘Who knew?’
A bunker stocked with drums of radioactive waste will not be subject to the laws of chance. It will not be disturbed by the drift of continental plates. A computer simulation has assured us that no leakage will occur, at least for the next 50,000 years. That top experts do not see what should be obvious to a child is certainly quite peculiar. That they do see something spun from mist as solid is even more peculiar
At Fukushima Dai-Ichi, at the centre of the meltdown, readings of 530 seiverts per hour have been recorded. One seivert is enough to cause radiation sickness, and even robots can drop dead in 30 minutes. The Japanese government therefore has announced that it is safe for local residents to return. It is hard to believe that, in the 1960s, GE’s engineers could not guess there might be earthquakes in an earthquake zone, or that a series of reactors should probably not be built on a fault-line, especially when the chance of a tsunami was close to 100 per cent. It is not as if, from the 14th to 18th centuries, no warnings had been left by various traumatised survivors. One marker reads, ‘Do not build below this point’. They had named one town ‘Octopus Grounds’.
An octopus will judge the culture that I left. Did the gods eat us, or did we eat our gods? There is a curse that sucks the memory from the bones of its consumer. I have stamped my fossil on the desert of the real. Were it not for the sound of my heart, I would have no way to locate the city underneath me. No fear obscures the light that sweeps me into space.
The Seed Carriers
Even now, the long-eared poets play games with the sky. Even now, you can hear the rhythm of their oars, the drone of their chant, the slap of their feet as they dance upon black waters. Even now, they return to the clear shores of their youth. Curled like foetuses and covered with red ochre, even now, those poets breathe. Their whispers re-inflate the lung-sacs of the globe. Their hands still clutch the gifts that they take to the beyond.
Like our guides, we must not only find a way to begin at the beginning, we must find some way to determine just what a ‘beginning’ is
Even now, those seers stare into the sun, in their hands the cylinders that hold the eggs of slaughtered species, in their hands the knives that cut the throats of foreign gods. Like our guides, we must not only find a way to begin at the beginning, we must find some way to determine just what a ‘beginning’ is.
The world is almost infinitely complex, as is time, and human nature, but we should start by drawing a circle on the ground. We should lift our hands at the centre of a turning ten-dimensional torus, which can be statistically re-normalised as a circle no more than ten feet wide. There, we will begin our invocation. There, we will test the first steps of our dance. There, we will reach for the others in our circle, for those present and not present, for those whose phones have no signal, for those who live in cities where the streetlights have gone off. We should start there, in this circle, and not elsewhere, for there is no other place. This circle will be powered by our breath, and its centripetal vortex will then gather up what it needs.
Visions will be allowed to visit, but fears and traumas and hatreds and projections will be required to stay a few feet off. Joining hands, we will cross from one residual landmass to the next, from coast to shifting coast, between the sites of the derelict reactors. We will lose track of our tears. We will feel our earlobes grow. As the invocation swells, a standing wave will lead us to the centre of the sun, inside of which are cities. A standing wave will lead us to the sun behind the sun, to the twin that so few know. A standing wave will lead us to the belt stars of Orion, and then into the trials beyond.
Back home, there will be few remaining traces that there ever was a circle. A new sun will have long since bubbled from the depths. We will find, should we return, that our bio-energetic vehicles have been transformed into stones. At first worshipped by the masses, they will later come to be seen as normal parts of the environment. In passing, we will note that a day takes 24,000 years. Hieroglyphs will buzz in geometric networks. In our reconfigured forms, we will take what we require, no more and no less. We will improvise as we go.
Dark Mountain: Issue 17
The Spring 2020 issue brings together essays. stories, poetry and artwork creating a new culture of restoration.
Every image a stunning blow, followed by spreading, echoing recognition.
Thank you… for helping us all do collective shadow-work.
Brian, you write with the power of a ritual… I grok you well… I grow with you… .